12/18/2012  5:41 am

Well it has been a long time that I done this. Let see what is going on with me. There has been alot of stuff that has gone on in this last year.

        1. girl friend broke up with me
Well that I made a lot of mess ups. I did not mean to do it but.....it was hard not to fall in to the sin with her. I am trying to pick up the peaces now. she called it off after I had a friend take her shopping for the ring. Also it made it hard to talk to her about what went on with us but........something always happen for a reasson right.
      You would think that if she did not wanted to be my wife she could have told me to wait longer and i would be fine with that. She did but i think that it gose all back to sin when you dating and not having thoughs  rules set will make it hard. When you step over that line there is no going back how to things use to be. But I am trying not always think about but it is hard not to when this was someone that you were going to married and want to spend the rest of your life with you think that they would have alot more grace. A littie  latter down the road I went to a friend wedding and it was cool and she look so good and happy that she was getting married and i have happy for he. So my EX G/F pulls me off to the side and tell me that she has moved on from and that i should do the samething but then i thuoght to my-self how were you able to move on that quick. Did what we have not mean anything to you and after she had that chat with me that is all i can think about. and I can't stop think about.


      There are some days that are better then others but with X-mes being right around the Conner I have been more and more sad know that i don't anybody to spend x-mes with and that i don't even have a girl friend it sucks alot and is hard know that i will not even have a x-mes at all it is sad.


but i wish that I had someone in my life to hold me and just be there for me but there is no one. It makes it that much harder to go thuogh by my-self.




Well THANK YOU for reading feel free to ask anything or tell me what you think.


well signing off from Reno Nv, The Biggest Little City in the world

What is new?

Well what is new with me I have been trying to look for a job and they all have been telling to wait till they call me. But.....that is hard to do for me and I have a hard time waiting for them to call back but that has a long awhile but......I think that i am going to figure out this coming week where are some new place that i can go and find a Job at. I have been looking online for one but there has not been any luck at all I will keep looking and see what is out there

So.......there has been alot that has been going on in the last week or so with looking for a job and also trying to get in to school i it has been hard and I was going to try to go to TMCC for a class but I found out that I have to do some other things first so i think that i am going to get those things done and see where to go from there but i think that is all for now and will see yall latter and till next time...........

WELL WHAT IS NEW?

well what is new in my world not a whole alot of things but i can say this Becca and I have been going out for a Mouth now and it dose not seem that long ago that i started dateing her at all but it has been going great she is everything that i could want in some one in my life and for the frist time in my life i don't have too look for my love any more and God has gave me some one that is loving like no one has before I also feel like that i have someone that I can just show all of this love too and make someone happy in there life and i think that is all for the night so i need some sleep so will wright in a day or so and let you know

Thanksgiving week

well things went well with meeting Becca family and from what she told me was that they all like me and that made me happy.

I was at the the wolf pack game this Friday and saw them kick some ass and just wipe the floor and i thuoght that it was a good game. It was one of the best game that i have seen in a long time. It was even better to be there in person for something like that instead of watching it on the tv.

And over all it has been a good week over all and did not want it to end but all good things have to come to an end sometime and also the pic that is showen there is of when we where at the wolf pack game and it was so cold

WOW!!!!!!

Well things have been going well for the most part and also i have been seeing this girl and she rocks so much I never thought that i would find the girl of my dreams but i did and she is someone that i could see myself being with for the rest of my life and also I had to meet her DAD and ask him if i could date his girl i will say this i thuoght that it was going to be harder then what it was and she told me that i had nothen to worry about but i was still worry about what was he going to say and how he would take it all in but it all went well with that


this weekend

well like i was saying that i meet her dad this friday at the football game and ask him if i could date his girl and he told me as long as i dont hurt her and i told him that i would not but over all i am happy that it is done with and have a good week and good day or night to anyone that is reading this

09-27-2010

well i have been doing well and things have been going better then they have before so. Also i am trying to move out of a place that dose not even pay me. I got a job at a school cooking part time and that is fun for the most part but i have to work my butt off for a good time but it is so worth it. I am making more money there then I make at my other job which is nice. Well i think that I will be well worth. I am glad that I am making so much more but.........I have been doing well now and even that I am tired most of the time but well worth it but plz let me know what you think k ttyl hope that all of yall have a good week

well...sorry

sorry that i have not been writing alot i have been busy so i have for got to write but let see how things are you and i have been getting ready to move up to WA where it is a lot cooler it has been hot here also been in the 100's for the last week here but it has suck so much i am looking forward to doing that and it will be something new for me to do and i have never have been up there at all but where i am going it is be a small town of like 400-500 people I have never been in a town that small before i think that the smallest that i have been in is 1200 people that live in the town but......i think that it will be something new for me to do and i am also looking to hiking up there and going new places so that is pretty much it

i think this weeks question will be

what is the worst brake up that you have been though?